Hello all
I have been lurking around this forum and Viva Strings for a few months, but have now plucked up the courage to add to this thread. It makes me appreciate how lucky we are here (Orkney) in the opportunities for group playing. I really enjoy my groups, but am very nervous playing alone, even in front of my violin teacher, who usually plays along with me, at my request!.
I am over 60, and decided to return to violin / fiddle last summer, having learned for 18 months in the sixthform, followed by a 23 year break, a couple of years playing Scottish trad pieces, but "straight" and mainly by myself, then another 20 year break.
Now-----really enjoying violin lesson, recently stared Grade 4 pieces, having spent a few months learning the pieces from 3 grade 3 syllabuses; one group violin class at about grade 3; 2 group fiddle/trad group classes, (one easy, one much harder); one Traditional Music Project class with a few other adults and lots of children; and the Strathspey and Reel Society. With these last two, working up towards public concerts, which I am hoping will help with my performance nerves in advance of (possibly) doing grade 4 exam in session C----other commitments preclude sooner, and I would like to be well prepared rather than under---the scales are causing me more problems than the pieces.
Rather to my surprise (and disappointment?) I am finding the intermediate trad group class the hardest---the notes are OK, but the extra techniques and bowings seem counter-intuitive when compared with what I am doing for "violin"-----I also have to remember that although my teacher is

"young", she has been playing at a high standard for over 20 years !
Although I have ambitions to progress with violin, I may never (given my age etc) reach the standard required to play in the local orchestra, and certainly not in the Camerata, but am so lucky that I am not just standing at home playing to myself and the unappreciative cats all the time!
Sorry for the long post---will try to stick to the point in future
Louise