Thanks for your concern xxxx Goodnight.

(Hope you had a good holiday by the way xx).

Hope your ear is less painful in the morning, take care

And, yes, thanks, I did

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGH!

Exhausted - it's been a long week. Sad - friends going away for 3 weeks today. Just generally lacking in sleep and feeling useless. Besides that I'm fine

I need to go back to bed for a few hours!

Aw, hun You're certainly not useless.

*plays low alto flute notes to cheer you up*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
!

What's up Pianoboe?

Aaaaaaaaaaarrrghh!!!

ooh dear...what's up?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its the first day of the School Summer Holidays and after a fairly good spell my Fibromyalgia has decided to flare up. Matti's on cub camp 'till later, but I'm now faced with the prospect of looking after two children and feeling decidely under-par. I took Alexander swimming, but would have benefitted with spending the time killing lengths rather than supervising a young child, and encourage them to actually swim through dragging them through the water.

I have just realised I;

have to learn a clarinet part by Saturday
can't play the allegro of my Telemann anything like up to speed
haven't played the jazz piece in a fortnight
have to do a TMA by midnight Friday which effectively means Thursday morning as I'll be leaving for Stalybridge then

I went and bought all my holiday clothes a couple of days ago, and today my little sister went shopping with my mum, and picked out exactly the same clothes for herself! And she'd said she hated mine! I know imitation is the sincerest form of flattery but I don't want to wear the same as my 12 yr old sister all holiday!! Grrr.



Oh dear



*sends encouragement* You will manage it I'm sure!

Thanks... I hope so!

I realised something that I wish I had never known about...it's difficult to explain.

Oh do try. We're all interested now.

We are, but if you can't explain, then I just hope it's not so bad as you think it is right now.

Has it got anything to do with the book you've just read?

hmmm....this will be a concealed explanation....the poem has no title

I can see your face now,
Blank, as if no-one were looking at you.
Almost dismissive.
Dismissive of me, but who could blame you.
Time scarred me, though you seem to have wiped it clear.
Started afresh.
A clean sheet.
Once blackened, and weak.
Now strong.
As if you couldn't care less.
You couldn't care any more.
What's the point.?
When walls are rebuilt everytime you knock them down, who cares anyway?
Effort pushes.
You pushed.
You push no more.
I can see your face now.
Blank, but you know I'm looking at you.
Who cares?
_____________________

I hope that gives you some idea...like a puzzle with the core missing.

jod, no! that made me smile, thanks

Is that your own composition?

Sorry Pianoboe, but whilst the lid is still on HP7 I have to be very careful what I say about it.

yes

That's quite moving.

.......
.......
erm, thanks
........

erm, you're welcome

ARGH!!

What's up Miss Ross?

ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG





I'm saying this for a very silly reason

What be thine reason?

ARGH!!

Just...stuff I guess. People being complete idiots and having no respect for anyone else, people deliberately winding other people up and jumping on them for the slightest thing.

AAAAAA etc.

Oh dear, yes I know exactly what you mean. I agree about the forum stuff, it's not happening in your real life too is it?

hi can i have a proper hissy fit about my mother in law "arranging my time off " i will be going to india for a month of which i will have a week with my husband alone .mother and law has booked a non stop traveling week 6 hour journeys each day it seems on a coach i get travel sick arrrggggggg

i have told hubby no way i want a week to relax and read chill and eat good food without a hundred people telling me where to go what to do and the classic ohh when will you have children!!!! ( we have only been married one & half years)

Aaaaaaaaaaarrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!

Holiday teaching today - one cancelled, one no show so far.

And I was desperately clearing the music room floor at 7.00 this morning.

I thought that was yesterday's job!

I got to the piles-on-the-floor stage by yesterday.

I have to tidy my room today........:/

I got to that stage last week and now the piles are back again, after I was frantically flinging sheets around on Sunday morning looking for sight-readable organ voluntaries. Maybe the moral of the story is 'just improve your sight-reading, dear...'

Never been in here before, but I do feel like screaming so here goes....

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem, much better

Erm,

Eeek!

There.

Feel better?

Much.

Good, good!!!

AAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH sisters!!!!

Do elaborate!

What's up Soph?? Is Steve home yet??

My sister is whats wrong!! Me and Kate are at home while my Mum and Dad have gone to get Steve. He is in the UK but not home yet. My sister wont leave me alone thinking it funny to take my phone etc and just generally anything to annoy me!!! GRRRRR!!!

I know exctaly how you feel... and my sisters called Kate too! But we've shipped hr off to camp for a week so woo.

Grrrr!! Think I have a short fuse today and she isnt helping.

Is she younger than you Soph?

There have been times (as you know) when I have been on the verge of seriously exploding at my younger sibling...It helps to remind yourself that they probably don't understand the compexity of things such as 'anger'.