Not so much argh as
My friend has left to join the circus (no really) and I'm never going to see her again.
What's up Soph?
Bad day.... and music.
Hope you feel better soon.
Thanks Soph you too... tomorrow will be better for you hopefully.
I hope I feel better soon, I'm really going to miss her though. She's one of my best friends.
I really hope you feel better soon.
I will be worried until Monday I think.
Do you want to talk about why? You don't have to.
Well, Had a bad day with everything thats gone on.
And then there is music... ASlevel...We have to do a piece in music - there are 8 of us, and each person has a 'moment' in the piece - except me, however I am happy not having one. I dont have confidence, especially not while I am new and I am comfortable on the part I am on. Next week we have to perform in front of the sixth form... the music teacher today said shall I write you a part with harmonies on? I said no because I am happy with the part I am playing... I dont know what he is going to do, or if he will make me play something I am not comfortable on. It is worrying me, because I know I will panic more about playing if I dont have a part I am comfortable on.
I know you probably worry, but just think that the music teacher was courteous enough to ask you before going and writing you something difficult. He probably won't do it since you asked him not to, and if he does, you can go to him and explain that - especially for a first piece - you'd be uncomfortable and nervous playing a difficult piece. Your teachers want you to do well, I think he'd listen.
I dont know how 'approachable' he is yet, I dont know whether he will write one or not, I just want to feel comfortable playing it. I dont like performance anyway, and now I am just really not looking forward to it.
I hope it will work out for you, and I think it probably will.