Well, today I had my first lesson since my disatrous one 2 weeks ago and it went ok
I told him that I found it really hard and uncomfortable doing the same thing over and over and over..... for 50 minutes!
We played a few scales etc and he said that I had improved and then he moved very swiftly on
He did mention that he could just ignore my problems and let me "get away" with them but that wouldn't be best for me long term
So, feeling happier now and remotivated
Thanks again to everyone who helped
