Hello Everyone,
This is Goldfinch trying my luck at getting my message through and to the correct forum. Just a brief intro: I've taking up playing the fiddle again after a little rest of about 25years! I'm not that old, I started young and finished sometime in my early twenties. Why so long? I'd never know playing the fiddle without examines, lessons and some fearsome teachers - and some nice ones it had to be said - but the constant pressure finally overshadowed the pleasure - and when the pleasure of playing has gone nothing is left to play for. I'm a writer now!
But last year the urge came back and I can't express the thrill of it all - no examines, no lessons, no teachers (and I mean that without any disrespect to teachers - they taught me everything I know and the main lesson they taught me was to be your own severest critic). I can't believe how quickly it's all come back to me - like learing to swim you never forgot it. So after all those early years of struggle and anxiety I've realise now I have been gifted with something very special - I can make my own music and it's priceless albeit a bit ropey around the edges and in the middle.
I'm so glad to have found this site especially if this message gets through. One thing I know for certain - I'm better on the violin than on the computer. Now how on earth do I post this!
Sorry - I've gone on a bit. I think I needed to share my joy.
Best wishes,
Goldfinch
