OK, I'm in desperate need of help before I have a nervous breakdown! Here's the story... and please bear with me as it might be quite long...
I have recently been given the position of Recorder Teacher at an inner London Primary. I was so excited, it's the first time I've done school teaching before as before that I have just had private pupils. I have posted on this forum before about it, wanting general advice as to first lessons etc. But now, my problem is far more serious.
Here is the scenario:
17 children of beginner ability, youngest children of reception age and oldest in Year 2 (KS1)
The lessons on Recorder are an HOUR LONG, which I raised objection to as I thought it far too long a period for them to concentrate, I still think I'm right about this
Reception children don't have the dexterity for the Recorder - the Ocarina, maybe, but they are finding it tough to get to grips with
The children behave APPAULINGLY, and I mean that. The first week they were all over the place, running around the room and playing with drums rather than listening to me, screaming and shouting, it was awful. And the kids that did want to learn didn't learn a thing.
The parents of the children that are well behaved are lovely and very supportive, but already I see a pattern with the other parents; one of which proceeded to come into my room once class had finished and play the drums (I was shocked). Not surprisingly the daughter who is not so well-behaved ran around saying 'Look Daddy' and proceeded to mess around on the Percussion!!!
I got further with them this week, for half an hour at the beginning of the lesson I changed tack and gave them rhythm work to do on the percussion. But then they got tired and restless and I lost control of them, with the parents watching outside. I felt awful and dread their classes now. And it's only been two weeks!!!
What I have done to remedy this situation:
I have emailed my Music Co-Ordinator and suggested that we either break up the lessons into 2 half an hour slots, or have one lesson of 45mins (which is still too long but they can JUST ABOUT concentrate for that long). I haven't had a reply yet.
I have spoken to a parent of one of the children who is really badly behaved, and the child started crying! I felt terrible as this child had played Recorder a little before and he is actually really talented, so I can't understand why he is behaving so badly, but I still think it had to be done.
I am new to this, but I have a KS2 Recorder class which is smaller and far better behaved, I am actually teaching them something and I love teaching that class. But the younger ones I just can't fathom, I don't know whether it's because I'm doing something wrong or if there is something I'm missing, but there are only a handful of children there who seem to really want to learn, the rest are not bothered and seem to be sent there by parents for other reasons. I know for a fact that some children would rather be in Gardening/Football/After School club... so why aren't they? All they do is scream, play up and challenge my authority. And that wouldn't bother me but it means the other children learn nothing! To top it off I don't think I'm getting through to them about making notes on the Recorder... the notes sound really bad and the children do't understand the concept of covering the holes with the pads of their fingers, to tongue or to blow softly. I've tried everything with them, but there must be something I'm not doing which is why they are not picking it up...
Please help. Tell me I'm missing something. That I'm a bad teacher. That I can salvage this. Anything!!!Because at the moment I feel like every Monday afternoon is going to be horrible for me!!! Is it my fault? I'm not a major disciplinarian but I feel like I have to be. What can I do???
