Good:
That I've grown to really love children and working with them.
That I've learnt how to cheer children up when they come into a lesson feeling below par, and make their lessons fun.
That I've got much better at changing the pace of a lesson and keeping it varied with lots of different activities.
That I've got much more confident teaching large groups, and actually look forward to it now!
That I've taken the plunge and put three very average children in for exams, knowing full well it would be highly unlikely any of them would get a merit. None of them did but they all passed and are all delighted with their comments and certificates.
That I've learnt to go far more with what my students want musically, and adapt my teaching methods to their needs but without losing focus on helping them to keep improving technically and musically.
It's been wonderful to see so many of them improve noticeably this year with their intonation, posture, interpretation, musicality and confidence. They are the light of my life!
Bad:
That I don't always get enough sleep so spend too much time in lessons struggling against tiredness.
That I still don't make proper lesson plans.
That I still get caught up in a last minute rush doing timetables and reports etc.
That my house is far too messy for a music teacher.
That I still haven't put on a pupil concert (but do aim to rectify that this year).
That I'm still not very good at disciplining large groups when they start getting a bit rowdy. I'm too afraid that being too strict will alienate them, and still haven't learnt how to strike the right balance between firmness and kindness.
I'm still not very good on all the different aspects of classical music history and all the different terms and what they mean.
I'm not as good as I should be at enabling children to create their own musical arrangements and foment their own ideas.
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So all in all it's a mixture, but overall I think (hope) I'm improving year on year. Could do better though, so next year I aim to:
1. Go to bed much earlier - lights out at 10.30 whenever possible to be bright and fresh on every teaching day.
2. Take notes during lessons and refer to them in the next lesson. Detailed lesson plans are a no-brainer as too often the student hasn't done everything you asked them to do, so you'd have to deviate in any case.
3. Start reports much earlier so it doesn't become a stressful, mad rush at the end of every term/year.
4. Talk to more teachers about how to discipline large groups and practise what I learn. Read books about classroom management and try to apply!
5. Think up ideas as to how to enable children to be more proactive in their own learning. Research the best ideas on the subject and put them into practice. Keep notes on what works.
6. Spend time studying music history and improve my knowledge of all the musical forms.
7. Blitz my house once and for all and keep it that way. Asking new students to be tolerant of my 'bohemianism' is just a cop-out!
8. Copy and paste this post and keep it for future reference!