QUOTE(Miss Ross @ Nov 29 2008, 07:01 PM)

Prove that I can pass grade 5.
It's mainly myself that I want to prove it to, but my fear of exams has held me back thus far. I do want to do it though...
Go for it, Miss Ross - you can do it! Try to get a bit of experience playing to a small audience (Matthew would be ideal), then widen it a bit to 3 or 4 people, and then try a festival. Performing is 90% confidence once you know the piece.
Mind you, I'm scared to try grade 8 myself because of old memories! I've done lots of playing for school and church since then, but mostly accompaniment, which is lots easier. Maybe we should try to encourage one another?
QUOTE(sarah123 @ Nov 29 2008, 08:48 PM)

I suppose a good aim would be to reconvince myself that I'm not a rubbish pianist (My self-confidence took a bit of a bashing last week when my music teacher told me that performance was clearly my weakest point musically. I've played the piano most of my life and worked at it REALLY hard for the last year and was starting to really feel as if i was getting somewhere with it. Until september, I'd never done any composition before, hadn't really learnt about music history, and hadn't done any theory since about 4 years ago when I took grade 5!)
I have a feeling that your music teacher doesn't know very much about your performance abilities, Sarah. Try not to let one person's opinion unsettle you - it's not easy to get a distinction in grade 8 piano and you are
not a rubbish pianist.
Why not talk to your piano teacher about doing something at a festival? My son was in a similar position to you, having done grade 8 in year 12. In the Autumn of year 13 he accompanied his youth group performance of "Oliver", which really stretched him, and in the Spring he did a 12 minute recital at a festival. You need to set up something to work towards if you want to keep improving.