I have played the violin for a number of months now and have played both in public and in exams. My playing is pretty much professional (in both my opinion and my close friend Roger's) yet I feel one aspect of my performing still requires some improvement- HOW TO TAKE CRITICISM
This is the usual course of events.
1) I perform ( to a very high standard)
2) I listen to the comments of the judge/interrogate the audience and find out what they thought
3) I get feel very very angry hearing their lies and attract unwanted attention through my angry "antics"
4) people remember the way I reacted not THE MUSIC
How can I prevent these outbursts/stop people watching the outbursts?
I would also like to know...why would people lie to me about my performances?? Is it because they want to keep me "down to earth" and modest?? or could it be that they seriously don't like it?! but if this is the case then why would others (eg Roger+me+ some other {mostly old} people) think it sounds beautiful?
I have a performance on Thursday...so if you could get back to me before then then that would be really useful.
Thanks so much
Bernie
