Hiya,
Ive been playing the piano for 6 years now. It is my first instrument and when i started i couldn't read music or anything. I am now 14 and working towards my grade 4. The last exam i did was in yr 8 and that was grade 2. The thing is i know alot of people who have been playing for 6 months and are only one grade behind me!!! My music teacher says that it is because i have been playing other things that i enjoy playing eg. Les Mis and other music from musicals. Also she says that my sight reading ability is higher than some of them.
However despite this i still feel as if i am not anywhere near as good as i should be and will never be good enough to do music at ui, be an accompianist etc.
Any advice on why i an so far behind?