QUOTE(DawnF @ Nov 13 2009, 04:40 PM)

QUOTE(Juniper @ Nov 13 2009, 04:21 PM)

QUOTE(DawnF @ Nov 13 2009, 04:02 PM)

QUOTE(Juniper @ Nov 13 2009, 09:49 AM)

It's a bit ridiculous when I regularly play trumpet in public but I go to pieces the moment anybody comes near me on piano
BUT, hopefully that will all change soon

Know the feeling intimately!

I'm exactly the same.

Glad it's not just me. I've come to the conclusion it's because piano can be a 'lonely' instrument. With an orchestral instrument you all was have somebody to 'back you up', as it were, even if it's a piano accompaniment. On piano it's you, on your own, mistakes and all

oN CLARI If I make a mistake I just keep going but on piano I just freeze and stop. Maybe it's because I'm an adult learner on piano and was a child learner on clari. It was ok to "fail" or make imperfect efforts at performance. It was a learning curve and it was ok not to be perfect. I sometimes think as an adult we are too desperate for perfection and anything less than perfect won't do. If we could only rediscover that child-like "Devil may care attitude!......" I do think also it's do do with the amount of coordination required for piano - 2 hands, 2 clefs to decipher - which sometimes swap

And with more than one note playing at any one time with sometimes cross rhythms More

And then of course there's the pedal to contend with

I also feel that I would not feel at all comfortable playing a clarinet other than my own in a performance situation and the nervousness I feel at performing on piano has some of this in it too. You going to Headingley Juniper? Maybe we could take the performance plunge together?

Can I join this club too? I am exactly the same! Not that I am a great clarinettist by any stretch but I know what my limitations are and bearing that in mind, I feel pretty much in control of my clari. Yes, I emit the odd squeak now and again but I know where my fingers are supposed to land and more importantly, I know that they will land there.
Not so with the piano.... I rather feel that it controls me! I think the adult learner thing comes into it, as does coordination and the solo performer aspect but I think ultimately, I am more suited to the clarinet. However, learning to play the piano has been a lifelong ambition for me (as a child, the clarinet was a poor substitute, though I've always loved playing that too!) So, onwards and upwards and hopefully it will get better!