I'd like to get many more persons to consider some thoughts regarding Examinations. There is plenty of discussion about exam results anxiety, delayed results, exam nerves, examiners, marks.
As Christine (Board official?) has brought to our notice, this is a public space and we need to be conscious about what we say, and how we say it. Sure, we need to express concerns and fears and hope. For certain specific purposes, there are appropriate means to address issues (for eg. exam concerns/or woes...the "Appeal" route).
With regard to exams, there is a tendency to become very grounded in 'marks' and 'comparisons based on marks obtained'. I live and teach at a college in Mumbai, India. The system of education here is also, sadly very 'marks driven'... to the point of it becoming a source of stress for the learner, for teachers and educational institutions too sometimes. [Of course, not all students/teachers and school administrators are obsessed with getting pupils to obtain high scores as the only objective of education.]
TODAY, we need to encourage excellence in education, sincerity in learning and teaching; we need to perhaps compete more with ourselves than others...and more importantly...in the context of music education...grow to love our music learning, group music activities, music experiences...and Board Examinations (any board) ought to be A MEANS TO AN END. We should never allow exams to 'dictate' our music content and musical growth.
Some learners detest exams, some enjoy them; some don't like palying in front an assessor(examiner), some are forced by teachers to sit exams (perhaps due to vested interests of teachers themselves).
Each learner ought to ask oneself, through introspection...WHY one is doing the exam?
Is it to seek an assessment from an expert; for validtion purposes; for UCAS points; to add to one's collection of certificates; because one has the financial resources to do exams; for parents' or teachers' sakes...the list could go on. And we need to challenge ourselves, to question our decisions (for WHY we do exams) as well.
At the end of the day, its not really the exam certificate or diploma that matters (of course, they have their value and purpose)...but really, in the final analysis....its the love of music and music making; music for its own sake...that lingers on (if it does, that is)...perhaps because it is pleasurable, or it gives you scope to be your creative best...
EXAM "FAILURE"
Failure at exams can never mean, one has 'failed' for life or that your musical growth has stopped.
Failure or Below Pass or Unsatisfactory (whichever way you put it) - it just means you just have not worked hard enough(!!!)
The criteria for marking and the descriptions against each band of marking give us a very clear idea of what is the expectation for every grade/diploma, and 'level of performance' for each component within the grade/diploma (ie. Pass, Merit, Distinction).
So, when you get the Report of an examination, make it a point to relate the remarks, to the critieria of the 'level' obtained esp. and then the mark/numerical score.
I strongly am in favor of not using the word 'fail' (though this is extremely common in Indian Board Exams)....because like many other words in language, 'fail' has become a 'bad word' - it has become a label that can injure one's self-esteem, or one's feeling of self-worth. Any Examination Board ought not to damage the self-esteem or the psychological/emotional/mental health of its examinees.
'Below Pass' is not just been 'politically correct' nor escapist - it states what it states ...that a candidate has not attained the level of expectation of an examination...(and yes it means fail)...but still 'below pass' is a remark of encouragement...positively loaded.
Even if some examination boards call it 'fail', nothing cn porevent you from thinking ..."well, I have not failed anything....I have not attained the minimum level of expectations and I can do better the next time round'! Read "fail" but think "below pass". {The glass can be perceived as half-full or half-empty..its a matter of perspective really.}
Best wishes for the year ahead, musically and otherwise.
