In around 3 weeks I shall perform my first recital.
Despite playing clarinet for over 20 years and having bit-parts in a number of concerts/events and playing in band concerts I have NEVER taken on a full-scale Recital.
Now it's getting closer I swing from being excited and thrilled at having the chance to being nervous and a bit worried about how it will all go.
It is a nice Venue.
The audience will be largely unknown - with a few family members along for support.
The recital will be about 1h 15mins in length.
The pieces are all programmed in and are relatively secure (at least in a practice environment) and are a range of some challenging and a number of easier pieces.
I will be ably accompanied by Oldnotes who has played in this Venue before and he will also put in a few solo piano pieces to enable me a chance to breathe.
In theory it all sounds great.
However, how do I ensure I conquer the nerves or that I use them to my advantage???
Today we played a concert that went well overall. However, as with most (if not all) amateur performances there were one or two slips that would not have affected the overall performance very much but did add to my nerves. I found my leg shaking uncontrollably at one point and at another I found myself adding a touch more vibrato than I usually would - and it wasn't done deliberately!!
So any tips on how to handle it when you don't have other performers to fade into and the nerves threaten to overtake you?
Today wasn't helped by the fact that we had to change our programme with only an hour or two to go and the fact that we hadn't had the opportunity to do a proper sound/light check. The main slips resulted by being blinded by the spots or distracted by the alteration in the lights. And the nerves were worse as all the audience was in blackness and it was hard to see facial expressions/reactions.
These factors won't be issues in my recital - but the sun may be in our eyes at times
I'm wondering whether to introduce myself and Oldnotes before beginning to play and provide a bit of background including that it's the first recital I've given.
I'm also wondering whether to stand for the whole event or whether sitting down is considered acceptable at all. There are some seated recitalists on YouTube that I've seen which is what gave me the idea. If I'm firmly planted on a seat at least I won't be subject to jelly legs..
There are some pieces that I would only play standing in order to get the breathing etc properly under control but some others may work equally as well played seated.
I'm so keen to make this go well but am well aware that I need all my concentration and a relaxed nature to pull off a couple of these pieces. The more tense I get the more likely I will be to botch these up - One being Weber's clarinet concertino (see link on Music of the Day thread if you don't know it - though I'm not in Stanley Drucker's league!!!
So all hints, tips etc for making sure a recital is as smooth-running as possible please post here.
Thanks
P.S. Sorry it's such a long post
