I don't know if you know the story of beloved Hannah but I surprised myself with what happened and I KNOW I'm repeating myself but it was all an eye-opener for me....
I fell totally, utterly, completely and besottedly(!) in love with a German viola in Edinburgh one day. I didn't even take it home on trial because it was too expensive but I lost sleep and couldn't concentrate on anything else - I was lovesick!!
So a few days later, knowing I couldn't afford that one and knowing they didn't have anything else I liked I went to the Glasgow Violin shop.
I was expecting to fall in love but I didn't. Not in the slightest. And I was there for HOURS. But I was determined to trade Pan in so I took home the viola that sounded just 'okay' and felt just 'okay'.
I lost sleep and couldn't concentrate because I had just spent A LOT of money and didn't know if I'd done the wrong thing!! (I suppose, technically it was on trial but taking it back was a logistical nightmare so I was kinda stuck with it.)
Anyway, the change in Hannah over the next week was PHENOMENAL!!!!! The strings settled and the sound deepened and became GLORIOUS and I fell utterly, utterly in love! AND more and more in love each day still!
The reason I'm repeating myself, and I know you probably read this story earlier, is because it's amazing what can change with 'playing in'. Or conversely, it's worth trying out something that may not feel RIGHT to start with... who knows what may happen.
Don't compare everything to George. TRY to open your mind to the possibilities of the others and how they stand alone.
Then.... if you still can't see past George BUY HIM and may you both be Happy Ever After
p.s. I didn't realise how HARD it was looking for a new instrument. It was an extremely stressful fortnight for me and I was dreadfully worried about 'missing' The One, or making the wrong decision, or why I hadn't felt Instant Love!
Good luck